Chan9es does occur...

ngeliat foto ini jadi bener2 kangen sama mereka.......hupfh...keadaan mang dah sama sekali ga' seperti dulu lagi....dan klo kata orang bijak...cuma ada satu hal yg ga' berubah dalam hidup ini...y perubahan itu sendiri..jadinya who has to be blamed klo ternyata semuanya berubah???

sahabat yg tadinya deket jadi renggang....org yg dah pacaran bertaun2 putus.....unavoidable....






d' truth is...i really missed the old times....

saat2 dimana gw masih NAIF....ga tau ap2.....lurus2 aj.....bener2 cuma punya keyakinan dan mimpi2....all i'm thinkin' was just trying to save the day...see...naif bgt kan???

mengutip ap yg temen gw blg....mungkin mang enakan jadi org yg naif krn hidup serasa tanpa beban.....kemungkinan sakit hati jg kecil......????

setuju????

awalny siy iy...tapi kelamaan kok kyny feels like i'm being foolished y???

terserah juga org mau blg negative thinking ato ap....but "it's my life".....(bon jovi kaleee.....)

so...i'm in charge.....

i'm d one who supposed to set the rules.....to set my aims....my goals....my decision....my choice......

now...i'm letting everyone elses off the hook.......



i want to live my life............????!!!!!@@@@

Faith...???!!!

People may think whatever they want to think of me..but I know what I’m doing….they don’t even have the rights to judge…

I feel like being in the crossroads….

Faith…

hanya keyakinan yang dapat membuat seseorang kuat dan sanggup melakukan almost everything that one man can barely do….
But sometimes faith brings dissappointment in oneself that he can barely forgive….

Kekecewaan…..

Semuanya ga seputih atau sebersih yang dibayangkan…..mungkin terkesan a litle bit cynical….but this is the reality….c’mon people…

Don’t be NAIF….

Such dissappointment does occur….often…so be prepare for that….

I decided to live my life the way I want them to be….things changed….one day I feel like this is the right thing for me…but other times I feel like it doesn’t even represent what I’m thinking….

Live is more than just like u’re doing the daydeaming for the rest of ur life…..

It is a dream that u have to reach…
It is a reality that u have to face……instead of just saying that maybe this is what God put us into….goshh……it’s ur life…it’s in ur hand…u decide where to go….u decide what to do…u decide what decision to make……..u decide who you want to be with….

Others may not know how to appreciate u but what more important than that is what u think of ur own self…..

U become things that u’ve been thinkin’ of….others don’t have the rights to set rules on u….u have to set own rules….

Freedom is priceless……

Han9in' by a moment....

Just like what the song tells you about.....i'm kinda feel like being "han9"-in' by a moment by him.....
hmmm..for whatever things that has ever happened to me...i know that i have done the very best i could....and so did those who may have let me down....
trying to face life a little bit tougher than what i did before...
cuz everything is not as nice as everyone might think it would be...
just like what "ikal and arai" did in their lives...."bermimpilah karena Tuhan akan merengkuh mimpi2 itu"....

so ... i will never stop dreaming.....

CrOssRoaDs......

what if somehow you feel like being in the crossroads??
it's kinda confusing and feelin' depressed whether to choose "this way" or "that way".......

people often face different kinds of choices in life.....

but what if all of a sudden ...the one you feel like the right one came in the totally wrong time????

or was it only a temptation that couldn't be resisted.....????

feeling guilty.....

hmmmmm........i'm in the crossroads of my life.....
kinda having faith that i will stick to the old things but like i said....
shhii******** it's just couldn't be resisted..........hiiiiiikkkkkssss.......

This just in... no matter how happy you have ever been, even at your happiest, it won't come close to how happy you will one day be.

The plot thickens.

Trust me, I'm there now...

b3in9 "cYniCaL"....

it's OK being cynical sometimes...
why people always bother to be nice all the time?? we're only human...it depends on how we can handle the situation...
being cynical is only a reflection of what we really feel inside our thoughts...right??

cape' ga siy guys?? mesti FAKE all the time???
berpura2 nice padahal sebenerny lagi eneg banget ma keadaan??heee....

yup...give urself some time to relax...if being "cynical" can give you some pleasures...then i guess it's acceptable....=P

d' WiZaRd oF Oz....

It's kind of like I live in a Wizard of Oz world and I'm Dorothy, off to see the Wizard, the wonderful Wizard of all, who can grant your wishes, and then some too. With a twist.

I see, this Wizard is no Wizard at all, but "mere mortal" just pretending to have power that he doesn't really have. But that's not the twist.

Of course, it turns out that when put to the test, when it really matters, when he really, really cares, the Wizard actually does have supernatural powers. That's not the twist either.

The twist is that I'm also the Wizard, the wonderful Wizard of all.



Seee....i am the Wizard....actually we are all the Wizards...we make magical things happen in our lives....=P