d' poster....

smart people...

"sometimes the smartest people have the most to learn"......(quoted from smart people d movie)

do u agree on this one???

hmmm.......smart people...hearing those words...

smart people must be d' one who get an A in their class...pass math exam with a blink of an eye.....tend to look down on people cuz they think no one can barely catch up with their thoughts......

but then they were suckers at school...nerdy weirdo people among their friends...that's the strereotypes....


di film ini ad satu karakter ce' yg namany "vanessa"...she's a very smart young girl....early acceptance in Stanford...but can barely make a single friend....and definitely a cynical type of girl....

she always gets angry to everone without any clear reason...it's just what she feel inside....

anger within herself......

it's all because she looked at her father as d' role model......

dad: u dont look happy..??
vanessa: u don't look happy either...u're my role model....

hmm...complicated right?

He inspires me.....

just like many people said...inspiration comes from everything beyond what u can think of....
ga' nyangka gw niy anak keren abis.....

he survived.......from what most people feared of.......cancer....

about less than a year ago...i remembered his brother came to me and told me with nearly wiping eyes that his younger brother suffered the disease that mot people feared of....he soon would soon be operated....

chemotherapy.......hospital treatments thousand times not to say.......all the worse scenarios u can ever imagined....

he's been there....done that.....

and he survived......

just like what the secret tells you about.......the law of the universe will drag u to the positivity beyond ur wildest dream haallllaaaaahhhhh......

great job pattyL.....=P

Separated...

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you




So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Chan9es does occur...

ngeliat foto ini jadi bener2 kangen sama mereka.......hupfh...keadaan mang dah sama sekali ga' seperti dulu lagi....dan klo kata orang bijak...cuma ada satu hal yg ga' berubah dalam hidup ini...y perubahan itu sendiri..jadinya who has to be blamed klo ternyata semuanya berubah???

sahabat yg tadinya deket jadi renggang....org yg dah pacaran bertaun2 putus.....unavoidable....






d' truth is...i really missed the old times....

saat2 dimana gw masih NAIF....ga tau ap2.....lurus2 aj.....bener2 cuma punya keyakinan dan mimpi2....all i'm thinkin' was just trying to save the day...see...naif bgt kan???

mengutip ap yg temen gw blg....mungkin mang enakan jadi org yg naif krn hidup serasa tanpa beban.....kemungkinan sakit hati jg kecil......????

setuju????

awalny siy iy...tapi kelamaan kok kyny feels like i'm being foolished y???

terserah juga org mau blg negative thinking ato ap....but "it's my life".....(bon jovi kaleee.....)

so...i'm in charge.....

i'm d one who supposed to set the rules.....to set my aims....my goals....my decision....my choice......

now...i'm letting everyone elses off the hook.......



i want to live my life............????!!!!!@@@@

Faith...???!!!

People may think whatever they want to think of me..but I know what I’m doing….they don’t even have the rights to judge…

I feel like being in the crossroads….

Faith…

hanya keyakinan yang dapat membuat seseorang kuat dan sanggup melakukan almost everything that one man can barely do….
But sometimes faith brings dissappointment in oneself that he can barely forgive….

Kekecewaan…..

Semuanya ga seputih atau sebersih yang dibayangkan…..mungkin terkesan a litle bit cynical….but this is the reality….c’mon people…

Don’t be NAIF….

Such dissappointment does occur….often…so be prepare for that….

I decided to live my life the way I want them to be….things changed….one day I feel like this is the right thing for me…but other times I feel like it doesn’t even represent what I’m thinking….

Live is more than just like u’re doing the daydeaming for the rest of ur life…..

It is a dream that u have to reach…
It is a reality that u have to face……instead of just saying that maybe this is what God put us into….goshh……it’s ur life…it’s in ur hand…u decide where to go….u decide what to do…u decide what decision to make……..u decide who you want to be with….

Others may not know how to appreciate u but what more important than that is what u think of ur own self…..

U become things that u’ve been thinkin’ of….others don’t have the rights to set rules on u….u have to set own rules….

Freedom is priceless……

Han9in' by a moment....

Just like what the song tells you about.....i'm kinda feel like being "han9"-in' by a moment by him.....
hmmm..for whatever things that has ever happened to me...i know that i have done the very best i could....and so did those who may have let me down....
trying to face life a little bit tougher than what i did before...
cuz everything is not as nice as everyone might think it would be...
just like what "ikal and arai" did in their lives...."bermimpilah karena Tuhan akan merengkuh mimpi2 itu"....

so ... i will never stop dreaming.....